Aniki

~And what's left would be sweet memories which i will treasure forever~

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Omedetou Gozaimasu!!!

Kepada rakan baik ku Qaiyyum Hakimi, seperti yg aku ckp, overseas tuh mmg dah sedia menanti dah.Belajar rajin2 n hope u'll make it to Japan.Ramai lagi rakan2 sbp kita kat sana.So, apa lagi bro,work hard n make ur parents proud!!

seperti yg kau selalu ckp.."xde hal nye!!!"

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Heart of stone

If i could wish one thing, just one wish, that would be a heart as hard as a stone.not caring too much about people, what people say and not bothering what's going on around me.Well, of course that's impossible but what can i do?Tired.A word which i can never get bored of using.Change.A word which i thought would be possible.Happiness.A word i could never have and is still far away.Lastly?You.the most important person in my life.

" I lost one of my closest friend because of your big mouth and I should have never trust you"

"thanks again"

"you have just taken one of my soul out of me"

"and now?"

"what else can i hope?"

"i can no longer see the light on the other side of the tunnel"

"one word"

.enough.

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When things get even crazier...

8th may 2010, satu detik bersejarah yg TIDAK AKAN dilupakan. Seperti biasa, hari sabtu adalah hari rasmi ORKESTRA SIMFONI REMAJA aka OSR and smlm jgak 1st time ktorg kene buat show kat LAMAN SANTAI.Seperti yg smorg tau *kpd mereka2 yg dah biasa ngan IB, Laman Santai mmg best ntuk membazir mase dgn kawan2 smbil menikmati ROTI ARAB plus FRUIT JUICES nye yg bole tahan sedap plus mcm2 lagi.Kat situ jgk lah org2 IB or org2 luar akan buat macam2 performance.Tarian,Nyanyian etc2.So, smlm mmg 1st time ade orkestra yg perform kat situ.

Seperti biasa juga,mereka yg join OSR or kenal Osr akan tau satu habit orkestra nih yg sgt unik

iaitu ntuk practice n decide lagu ntuk show LAST2 MINUTE tahap gaban x terkata.So smlm pon mcm 2 lah jgk.Lagu2 nye:

*Ala Ulek Mayang, arr. Isabella Pek

*Caklempong Overture

*The Sorcerer's Apprentice

*Intermezzo and Barcarole from Tales of Hoffman

*Ibu (aka lagu susu bak kate kak nurul)

*Syncopated clock

Lagu2 nih sumenye or mostly perlu di SIGHT READ pada hari itu juge dan muncul lah masalah2 sperti lagu kene TRANSPOSE on the spot dimana saya mmg lah sgt mahir.So practice start pkol 3.00pm till 5.00pm n kami di conduct oleh abg iwan disbbkan mayya ade hal.Rehat2 dlm pkul 6.45pm orkestra rehearse kat luar before mlm tuh.Tgh2 rehearse Nik,Alep Muaz,Req n Adam tiba di Laman Santai jadi sesi mengepao makanan dan bergelak ketawa pon bermula.Masing2 skrg hebat jepun sbb next year dah nak fly dah.So kami kemudian solat maghrib n ready ntuk show mlm tuh.

Show start lmbat sket seperti biase *perangai IB yg mmg xbole diubah, so show start pkol 8.30pm.So kami maen lagu2 yg dilist kan diatas.Malam yg di igtkan seperti malam2 show yg biase bertukar menjadi liar apabila AYID start melompat2 smbil menyanyikan lagu ape ntah xigt.Jadi,ape lagi,kami golongan2 remaja mmg xbole lah nak stop lalu kami pon join.Best tahap gaban n malam tuh mmg smorg HILANG MALU termasuk lah Mdm Mayya yg turut havoc bersama kami.Gelak kuat2 smbil menjerit mcm org gila mlm tuh mmg dah xde org kisah sbb smorg buat bende yg same.Tarian Liu Yi Retallick juge menarikan rentak Bollywood merupakan salah satu moments yg x bole dilupakan n penutup paling grand kami buat havoc ialah apabila smorg pegi dpn stage tuh dgn2 mayya2 skali menari lagu melayu dpn org ramai.time tuh mmg hilang sume duka2 n kekecewaan smpai x terpikir sekejap masalah2 yg ade.Njoy2 n mcm2 sgt peristiwa yg nak ditulis mlm tuh tapi mmg xlarat lah takut jadi karangan bahasa melayu SPM.Peristiwa mlm tuh dgn pak cik ice cream juge mmg xkan aku lupakan!!hahaha.pak cik,moga2 kita bertemu lagi.till then, ORKESTRA SIMFONI REMAJA......anda adalah family yg saye akan treasure smpai bile2!!

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Happiness? =)

Everyday time goes by.Nilai pon xde dah.happy.satu word describe sume bende.kawan.sume masih ade.Terase hati.itu pon mmg x boleh nak lari.over.mungkin itu salah aku awal2 jugak.x patut aku lebih2 sgt.dah kawan,ape boleh buat.tapi klau smpai nmpk sgt x boleh nak bercakap.duduk satu meja pon x boleh nak gelak ramai2 n xbercakap.nak berborak mcm org lain pon dah xde.siapa yg x perasan?HAHAHAHAHA.silap aku dari awal lah kan?mmg x patut ah.salah aku.sekali lagi saya telah melakukan satu kesalahan yg sgt besar dlm hidupnya iaitu over.

*terima kasih byk2...

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I.L.Y

At this point of life, I don't know how to express my feelings anymore.Friends, family and her.I'm lost and I can no longer understand myself.I don't know who I am anymore and its seems that I'm fading away with the current situation.I can't help my bestfriend, I can't express my own inner voice and I don't understand what is with my own self.How I wish there was someone to comfort me and to listen to me.Its torturing me.Its seems now I can only express and comfort myself through music and that is her.Angela aki.I wish, my only wish is that this is all a bad dream and I can return to my own self in 2009.Its a bad dream that I could no longer endure.Its hurting me enough and I can no longer take it anymore.

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Kepada Kawan Baik Ku

Aku rase x perlu nak sebut name nye.One thing yg aku nak tulis kat sini ialah aku sgt berterima kasih sbb ade org mcm kau but lately aku rase sedeyh tgk kau.Aku x tau mcm mane nak tolong sbb nmpk mcm aku menyibuk dlm hidup kau but cayelah aku x de niat ape pon.Satu yg aku harap ialah ntuk tgk kau gembira balek.Klau kau kenal perangai aku pon kau tau aku bkn jenis yg murung or sedeyh n ape2 yg aku bwat aku nak smorg hepi.Aniki, kau kene move on dlm hidup kau n kau kene let go.Sedeyh owh tgk kau cmni n aku harap pintu hati kau terbuka ntuk nmpk yg sebenar2 nye.Stop seksa diri kau n cube pikir balek btol2.Klau kau rase aku menyibuk n bwat semak je dlm hal kau, aku minta maaf tapi satu je yg aku pikir, kau kawan aku.Aniki, ni je lah yg aku bole bwat tapi satu bende yg pasti aku xkan give up is, aku harap kau akan berubah n tgk balek btol2.Thanks for everything Aniki!!

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