I.L.Y

At this point of life, I don't know how to express my feelings anymore.Friends, family and her.I'm lost and I can no longer understand myself.I don't know who I am anymore and its seems that I'm fading away with the current situation.I can't help my bestfriend, I can't express my own inner voice and I don't understand what is with my own self.How I wish there was someone to comfort me and to listen to me.Its torturing me.Its seems now I can only express and comfort myself through music and that is her.Angela aki.I wish, my only wish is that this is all a bad dream and I can return to my own self in 2009.Its a bad dream that I could no longer endure.Its hurting me enough and I can no longer take it anymore.