- The food is spectacular and our mahallah is the best.
- Rakan2 yg sekepala main badminton *Shah, Syafiq, Afiq, Paiq and a lot lagi
- Lecturer and tutors yg best
- Our batch of boys n girls becomes closer *nadia, adila, naim, sophie and a bunch more which kat Nilai dulu x lah sgt
- The atmosphere is great
- Rakan2 baru yg terbaek *Muiz, abg zikry, abg aizan bla3
- Kat sini berlambak competition ntuk isi masa lapang *badminton lagi2
- Suasana belajar yg mantap *ok, nih sgt hipokrit
And a Great Semester It Was
Exam Itu Sangat Seronok (E.I.S.S)
LIFE
Victory
Rather than posting lengthy posts, i think i'll start making it much short n simple.One thing that i've always heard, or perhaps everybody has, is that winning is not everything and to tell you the truth, i don't believe it AT ALL.To be good in life, you'll have to do all that it takes, to make sure that you'll reach your targets,in a good way of course.To lose and not to feel anything is rubbish and you'll never be good.So far, i'll apply this in my life.Studies,music,sports.Winning is all that matters.
P/S: the picture of the duo aka Cai/Fu tells everything
A day in a life of a law student
I never knew that i'll be writing about my daily life in IIUM now with all the tight schedules and a hell of activities but well, here we go.Totally different compared during my time in foundation, surprisingly ALL my classes starts at 8am in the morning EVERYDAY thanks to a dear friend of mine for arranging our schedule plan *which i did not do anything at all.So, having a campus as big as you can ever imagine, class at 8am means you'll have to get up an hour before that particular time to get ready.After that, going to Aikol would be hell if you don't have a car and your hostel is Salahuddin Al-Ayubi so driving a car would benefit you....A LOT.Mass lecture will be conducted in Moot Court for our Malaysian Legal System with our beloved Dr. Farid Sufian who can be quite cynical sometimes.Bringing sweaters to Moot Court is a MUST and i mean it.Once i was quite sick at that time, even wearing sweaters did not help me at all plus i got this one side effect which was told by Hilmi called "urat keting" which basically means your feet hurts like shit that you can't move easily.It seems ridiculous but believe me..its true.Then you have Dr. Husna Fauzi who teaches Islamic Legal System.She's the NICEST lecturer that you can find in Aikol and i am not kidding you at all.To keep her class alive, you just have to make sure that you participate in the discussion or the class would be dead..literally.Next would be Dr Altaff Hussain Ahangar.He's a great lecturer teaching Tort Law and he has a great accent.I could never be bored in his lectures.Dr. Zuraidah would come next who teaches Law of Contract.At first, you'll be startled as she will go EXTREMELY fast but somehow, you'll be able to catch up anyway.Being the first person to be asked a question about the History of Contract Law in Malaysia, i learned that she'll just asked practically anyone about questions you'll never EXPECT at all *credits to Muiz Razak for helping me with the question.hahaha
Lunch time would be the time of the day that everybody looks forward because that would be the only time for everyone to see each other and relax and talk...and talk.With our ISLAMIC MEAN GIRLS *thanks to Shahir...or girl to be exact, Nadiah Khairi joining us for lunch, our voices and laughter would nevertheless be the next bigbang explosion to occur in IIUM.After all the classes in the morning and some on the evening, there would be some time in the evening that would be spared for everyone to release their neck strains and all that sorts of crap.So I would go running which is also followed by other people in the campus as i think that everyone would basically agree that IIUM is a great place to burn that extra fat and getting fit as it is practically HUMONGOUS.Badminton with random people there would also be fun plus the madness that follows.Lastly would be dinner and after that, a trip to the library which IS THE FIRST TIME THAT I CAN STUDY IN A LIBRARY... literally.So, what more should i ask?everything is great here i could never ask for more.
P/S: perhaps some extra cafes would be nice.hak3
Ohitorisama
One word..SWEET!!!!!!hahaha.a good love story for those in a stage where you like someone but you're still trying to understand that person you really like *and i wonder why i like it so much :D .anyways the song that you're listening right now is the theme song for the drama entitled 'Koe Wo Kikasete' or as the title goes in english which literally translates Let Me Hear You're Voice.The story goes revolving around 33-year-old Akiyama Satomi,who is a history teacher at the prestigious all-girls high school she once attended. She has earned the nickname "ohitorisama" (meaning "one person") for her perfectionism and capability to handle any work by herself. At the same time, the name also refers to her lack of romance. One day, a young man named Shinichi,who's 10 years younger than her, arrives at the school as a temporary instructor. He's ten years younger than Satomi, has only worked part-time jobs, and has neither money nor status. Although the other female teachers and students find him cute, he is completely not Satomi's type and the twist of the story is whether will she ever fall for him?hak3.basically, all you lovey dovey will DEFINITELY love the drama.haha.enjoy~~~
*below is the translation of the song:
The rain just now has stopped
The smell of asphalt is floating around the city
Hey, over there too, the weather is fine already right?
For I heard the weather has cleared up from the west
Since you’re not a morning person
Everyday, will you be able to wake up properly?
I’m still worried about things like that
The sky still spreads so freely
Although nothing has changed
Right now, just that… it’s only just that you are not by my side
Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We'll be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, definitely
An important STEP to that future
The first time I met you was
Around this season right?
The light up street was
Glowing beautifully
The crybaby-you, from that time on, often
Laid your forehead on my shoulder
You were crying right? That extreme warmth
From your touch on my shoulder
Everyone lives, carrying his own worry
Desperately holding his broken heart
Let me hear you voice
If we become more kind
We'll be able to love each other
Don’t avert my eyes
Let me hear your voice
Let's get over those entwined anxieties and loneliness
The feelings of this moment become our bond
Yeah, Since you went away hasn't been the same
In my heart all i got is pain
Could it be that i play the game
To loose you, i can't maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life
Realize in the night while love shines bright
Can't let you go we were meant for forever baby let me know
Days passed without you can't forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing your touch
Nights get longer and it's hard to clutch
We're apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl, you're my world
In time my love unfurls
'Till then wait for you girl
Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We'll be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, surely
An important STEP to that future
Festival Wind Orchestra Sbp 2010
Setelah lame menunggu n macam2 kontrovesi n issues yg melanda pihak sbp psal comp nih,akhirnya Pertandingan Awal Wind Orchestra Sbp 2010 diadakan dgn jayanya di tuan rumah 2010 iaitu Sekolah Dato Abdul Razak.Diz year je dah ade 26 skola yg join so mmg crowded xleh bla compared zaman dulu2 n fight antare skools pon makin kuat.tapi papehal comp tahun nih mmg lah mantap.Jadi,bermulalah perjalanan story WOC arituh dari perspective aku!*credit kepada muiz razali kerana menggunakan gmba anda~~
Woke up early in the morning bcoz nak naek train punye psal.so gerak dari taman melati naek LRT terchenta pkul 6.50am ntuk mengelakkan scene Shinkansen kat jepun.Smpai Masjid Jamek naek plak STAR smpai lah ke skola.elok2 smpai skola dlm pkol 7.45am.Seperti janji melayu yg normal,last2 gerak pkol 8.50am dari pkol 8.00am yg di uar2kan.damn~~anyways last2 smpai SDAR pkol 9.50am.Smpai2 nampak lah SAS pon dah smpai.Jmpe Nik ngan baby n smpat2 ckp2 jap bcoz smorg ngan busy uruskan skola masing2.so gerak plak g RTM ntuk soundcheck tros.Masuk2 dlm jmpe plak bdk2 ssp tgh tggu turn kat luar nak naik atas stage ntuk sound check jgk.So sempat lah kejap ckp ngan fiena.Then masuk dlm RTM usha stage n TKC pon ade atas tuh tgh soundcheck gak.Mantap gak ah dorg mcm biaselah kan.So lepak lah dgn Nik.Dah lpas tuh jmpe abg raja sbb ssp nye turn lak nak soundcheck n dpt lah borak lame gile ngan die.hak3.agak best ah jgk.smpat jgk borak ngan muiz si conductor n soalan pertama yg ditujukan ialah "asal potong rambut??"hahaha.mmg dah x terjawab dah.then lpas tuh science selangor nye turn lah plak.mmg xleh bla bile smpat lagi buat gimik maen lagu laen.aku dah sparuh mati dah maki2 kat atas uh n wak jadi mangsa.hak3.sori wak.dah abes uh smpat lah lpas tuh dgr alam shah plak maen orient express n tros pegi SDAR ntuk masuk TR aka Tuning Room.agak tinggi gak ah sbb dpt atas skali.hak3.mmg malas nak naik turun.then g DM ntuk lunch kari ayam yg pekat gila tapi leh tahan sedap nmpk SERATAS pon ade.hak3.afta that pegi pulak SASER ntuk penginapan boys n girls pulak TKC.smpai2 sane lagi skali dpt floor atas skali.f5, aku ngan wak satu bilik n saki baki yg laen dpt bilik sebelah. lantai nye cool ade marbles so jln x pkai selipar pon best.hahahaha.*merepek.then gerak balek g SDAR *mmg penat patah2 balek sbb agak jauh.smpai2 tros juniors laen amek alat n smpai2 TR bdk2 STAR practice kat sblah uh.sound mantap gile n smpat lah kejap msg balau psal skool die.haha.smorg pon decide practice kat dpn kantin so sound lagi ok compared to practice dlm TR.Mule2 smorg kene sound n lpas tuh ok.mmg 1 jam yg pertama sound cm agak gempak ah tapi lpas uh mmg jadi merepek.n aku pon chow pegi usha skool lain.Terdgr STAR tgh practice Warisan.agak mantap gak owh.lpas tuh terdgr pulak ade skool maen Postcard From Singapore.Lari2 nmpk Science Machang.Mmg correct ah ape org ckp.jauh owh improve.Start situ mmg takut ah tgk most skools dah mantap.tapi papehal pon keyakinan still kene ade.Fast forward citer nih smpai lah mlm ktorg dpt soundcheck for the 2nd time.Alhamdulillah coz mmg risau gile.Practice2 Sir Azhar masuk.Mmg kau2 kene sound.Satu hall RTM senyap.tapi coz aku dah immune dgn jeritan2 sir Azhar so xde effect sgt ah.Acehhhhh.Lpas tuh smorg kene kumpul kat Dataran depan RTM n start lah maki2 n cacian dari mulut sir.Pedih gileeee.Smorg kene pecah n practice under lampu jalan kat sane.Aku as ussual tolong woodwinds.Afta that smorg kene panggil masuk hall ntuk one last time soundcheck n time tuh pon dah lewat.Lpas uh,Ya Allah,xde nak exaggerate ke ape tapi mmg sumpah sedap aka cm mp3.mmg tepuk tgn gile ah n time tuh aku pray gile klau esok cmni konpem2 final.mmg xde sorok2 ah.transport mlm uh wat hal lak so last smpai SASER pkol 1.30am.trok gile smpai contact lens dah kering n terkeluar2 dah lame gile.smpai dorm mmg aku pengsan n smorg tros tido.xde sape ckp2 or gerak2 lagi dah.n aku pon start memikirkan fate yg menunggu hari esok...
Day 2-24th of June 2010
Mcm normal, klau dah tido lewat uh konpem2 lewat gak esok nye.plan kononnye gerak SDAR pkol 7.30am last2 8.30am.nmpk lah aIwan pon tgh tggu transport nak g sane.smpai2 SDAR ade hal plak psal kunci TR hilang.malas nak involve lame2 tros aku g RTM ntuk tgk Division 1 nye comp session pagi.skool aku dpt ptg so aku relax2 jap usha2 skool laen.start lewat gile tapi dpt ah ckp2 ngan Adam n ex2 Sdar yg laen.so MCKK 1st skool to perforom n jujur kate tahun nih dorg down agak teruk ah.xmcm yg disangkakan.afta that SMSAH pon skool yg strong jgk tapi skool nih delay lewat gak dgn conductor xnaek2 stage n nak tune timpani lagi.afta that pulak Machang n dorg main suprisingly sgt in tune.lpas tuh smpai lah pulak SSP.sumpah ckp Armenian mantap plus lagu melayu gak.afta that SDAR pon same walaupon ade spoil sket waktu awal2 tapi still gmpak gak.nak cpat kan citer byk lagi skola2 yg hebat2 jgk n aritu skool aku perform x sperti yg diharapkan.so cm agak down sket sbb maybe dah set tinggi sgt kot.papehal pon, lpas tuh smorg klua g seremban 2.3 skola join skali gerak rmai2.Science selangor,smach n seratas.mmg havoc lag seremban 2 uh.xde tmpt lain smorg attack x lain x bkn arcade n tmpt2 makan.kat arcade uh aku ngan faliq g bantai abes game drum taiko uh smpai xtau brape token abes kat situ while Hasif hilang tgh2 perjalanan nak ke sane.citer panjang perlu lah dipendekkan gak so dah abes bantai mkn balek saser ntuk rehat satu hari.bile malam tibe, smorg dah separuh mati kebuhsanan dlm dorm tapi terima kasih kpd wak yg bwk laptop, mlm tuh bertukar menjadi gila.tgk spongebob smpai guling2 gelak plus tgk citer touch yg ending nye mmg klaka n late night movie tgk citer horror idea aku ngan Hasif.elok2 nak tgk mira tersayang die plak call so aku ngan faliq ngan halim g usha citer dead silence.mmg horror cm haram lpas tuh baru lah tgk citer the orphan.mlm yg hujan kat seremban lagi membuat suasana kondusif ntuk berselubung dlm selimut Faliq yg satu share smpai 3 org.abes2 last2 tido pkol 3.00am.
Day 3-25th June 2010
Sedar2 dorm kitorg bgn pkol 10am bile ckgu baru band ktorg masok bilik bising2 ape ntah.actually xdelah smorg bgn pkol 10am cume ade ah warga2 tertentu je yg x bgn termasuk lah warga2 yg tgk citer horror mlm uh.so smorg siap tros pack barang sbb konon nye mlm lpas dinner tros balek skool.down gak ah smorg time tu tapi sbb dah cukup njoy abes-abesan so smorg x kisah sgt.elok2 tros g sdar nmpk besties terbaek Jaja Dollah.hahaha.excited gak.last2 g masjid ntuk solat jumaat nmpk lak rakan banders lama haiqal.solat2 sume lpas uh borak2 sedar2 dah mlm dinner *kene pendekkan citer.ape2 pon mlm tuh aku wak haiqal efi ngan raja dok luar.bdk2 sume mkn2 n dlm pkol 9.50pm baru dorg announce.division 2 CBN menang n byk jugak skola meningkat.dlm division 1 pulak ade skools yg gmpk2 bfore nih down while byk jgk skools div 1 yg meningkat naik gile diz year.result2 xperlu ditulis rase2 nye sbb smorg dah tau.haha.so bile Science Selangor diumum kan finals janji aku ntuk tidak mengeluarkan sebarang cecair2 jernih dari mata xtercapai.itulah 1st time aku paham Tangisan Kegembiraan.yelah.dah 5 tahun ktorg or specifically banders2 lame simpan impian nih.peluk juniors cm sparuh mati pon ade lah gak.ade yg smpai kene pujuk "saba abg huzir" byk2 kali.hahaha.suara sparuh abes sume plak.mmg xterkate.skools2 lain yg dah biase react cm xde ape lah n skola2 yg 1st time cm ktorg pon turut share perasaan yg same.anyways, mlm tu ktorg balek jgk skola dgn hati yg gumbira.aku ngan haiqal decided ntuk tido dlm bandroom di temani f52 yg lain.mlm tuh haiqal pegi pulak bkk citer sejarah2 lame n citer2 lame.gelak guling2 lagi smpai pecah perut bile pikir balik.n tamat lah story ntuk saringan wind orchestra sbp 2010 *skali lagi citer nye panjang tapi byk kene cut.so, ape yg dapat di summarise kan?
* selama nih,band skool kitorg dipandang remeh ngan skools2 lain bkn tu je skola termasuk bdk2 skola sendiri pon.pedih nye mmg x terkate.xde sape yg pernah pandang n percaya kitorg tapi kitorg simpan sume kutukan n cemuhan yg org bagi.xpernah sape support n tolong tapi kitorg saba n keep faith.n finally kali nih kitorg dah prove if you keep that dream n believe in it no matter what, one day you'll definitely achieve it.
*no matter how life sucks n how frustrated u get n u think u lost things that you love most n you care the most, there's another happiness that lies out there,waiting for you to discover it by yourself.just keep faith n be strong.
*if you believe in something that you think is right,then continue to hold it firmly no matter how hard the consequences is.people may not listen to you or even ignore you for that reason but believe me, one day Allah will show it to those people.be strong n persistence no matter how hard or how frustrating it is.
p/s: citer wind orchestra nih mmg dah lapuk gile n actually post nih dah tertangguh nak dkt 3 minggu dah sbb panjang sgt plus busy ngan mcm2.nevertheless, mcm mane2 woc before nih, competition diz year akan kekal dlm kenangan2 yg aku simpan......smpai bila2
Idola Baru Kah?
Omedetou Gozaimasu!!!
Heart of stone
When things get even crazier...
8th may 2010, satu detik bersejarah yg TIDAK AKAN dilupakan. Seperti biasa, hari sabtu adalah hari rasmi ORKESTRA SIMFONI REMAJA aka OSR and smlm jgak 1st time ktorg kene buat show kat LAMAN SANTAI.Seperti yg smorg tau *kpd mereka2 yg dah biasa ngan IB, Laman Santai mmg best ntuk membazir mase dgn kawan2 smbil menikmati ROTI ARAB plus FRUIT JUICES nye yg bole tahan sedap plus mcm2 lagi.Kat situ jgk lah org2 IB or org2 luar akan buat macam2 performance.Tarian,Nyanyian etc2.So, smlm mmg 1st time ade orkestra yg perform kat situ.
Happiness? =)
I.L.Y
Kepada Kawan Baik Ku
Sweet memories..
Ckp lah ape korg nak pon.aku x kisah but aku rase cm nak nangis owh tgk gmba nih.Byk gile kenangan dlm satu gmba yg simple nih.Actually aku xde niat pon nak bwat post baru but bile aku tgk gmba nih, aku rase nak bwat.Hari nih jgk lah bdk2 laen balek Nilai ntuk bwat short sem n actually arinih aku plan nak g Nilai but x dpt atas sbb tertentu.Kegembiraan n keceriaan kat sane mmg unexplainable sbb byk gile yg bwat aku happy kat sane.Aku x kire but aku nak list gak name2 x kire panjang ke x.Azman, senyuman nye paling aku rindu yg boleh bwat iklan Colgate n ajukan2 die yg best.Gandingan Azman akan menjadi lebih hebat bile Faliq join n aku rindu english die n lawak2 laen termasok ah maen Bomberman.Then ade Lan or org panggil Lan gile yg kuat memekak n aku rindu bile die ajuk pelat Ferit n jgk die nye Tarannum die.Akmal jgk dulu lwn yg kuat ntuk KOF n aku rindu kek lapis Sarawak die *plus dialect die.haha.Lpas tuh jgk ade Am yg mmg x pernah bwat aku berenti senyum or gelak ngan perangai die yg mcm2 n sifat die yg jujur tahap gaban.Hafiz dulu yg aku kurg kenal sgt menjadi rapat akibat KOF.Zaf plak aku rindu perangai die yg takot n tuh bwat aku gelak n jgk cubaan die maen guitar.Ferit plak walaupon aku pernah gadoh terok gak ngan die but actually die kwn yg baek n aku respect die sbb die bole mahir Arab atas effort die sendiri n jgk sifat2 misteri die *x lupe ngan senyuman menyakitkan jiwa die.Masok lah plak kembar die iaitu Farid yg byk aku citer2 ngan die n jgk jadi partner gelak bile Haziq bwat sumtin wrong *termasok lah jgk Am dlm kes nih.Farid jgk jadi tempat aku citer prob2 aku n kat die jgk lah aku slalu mintak opinion sbb aku caye opinion die slalunye membantu.Lpas tuh ade Aiman.Sumpah aku ckp, klau xde die aku xkan hidop 2 sem kat Nilai dlm semua aspek ah x kire blaja ataupon smgt.Die x pernah fail bwat aku rase kagom ngan die atas semua bende ah dari persistence die blaja x kire ape pon or masalah duet n die ah kwn yg paling aku akan hargai smpai bile2.Die jujur dlm semua bende yg die bwat n die akan tolong kwn2 die x kire bile2 mase n ntuk tuh mmg aku ckp aku bertuah jumpe kau.*by kat sini aku dah sebak dah.Masok lak Shahir, yg aku anggap mcm abang aku sendiri skrg.Shahir pon ade traits mcm Aiman jgk which is die x pernah fail ntuk tolong org.Die kwn yg die akan tolong member die x kire ape pon walaupon die sakit n ntuk nih jgk aku respect die.Pape masalah aku bole citer kat die sbb die mmg a good listenern die jgk tmpt ntuk aku menceriakan diri aku.Lpas tuh lak ade Alan.Knowing Alan yg same jgk perangainye suke tolong member jgk bwat aku hargai die n aku tau deep inside die baek.Walaupon kadang2 terlebih jujur *same cm Am but still die tau limits die.Owh, n aku jgk respect die ntuk ability die dlm music.Muaz Shukor aka aniki skrg aku anggap cm brothers gak.Sifat die yg suke menyimpan n xnak citer mmg susah ntuk aku paham but eventually aku tau jgk.Share citer2 peribadi ngan die mmg best n aku caye ngan die.And jujur jgk aku sgt memahami situasi yg die alami skrg.Citer bende2 music ngan die pon mmg lah best n layan jgk.Lpas tuh ade Wan.Wan nih dari PJ aku dah tau sifat dalaman die.Die nih strict n bile die bwat sumtin die determined gile.Borak2 bende skola ngan die bwat aku tau bende nih.Although muke nak telan org, bwat lawak ngan die mmg best walaupon kadang2 x menjadi n aku slalu set ntuk beat die dlm studies.Pastuh jgk ade Afifi, yg mane Panjang panggil kembar aku jgk kwn yg baek.Rumah dkt2 mmbuat kan bende lagi seronok so papehal senang nak carik die.Sifat die yg berusaha tahap gaban n xnak kalah die bwat die bagus.Cinta2 die ngan Aima bwat aku pikir yg die nih romantic but lpas kat SMAC lwn basketball, aku tau yg die nih jgk bole jadi teman gadoh yg hebat.hahaha.Last but not least, Putra Haziq.Klau nak ckp sal sifat die nih aku rase final year aku kat Gombak nnti baru abes.MACAM2.Tu lah yg paling pendek aku leh ckp.Die mmg suke tolong org, tmpt citer masalah yg best n jgk tmpat bahan ketawa paling The Bomb skali.Klau gelak ngan die mmg smpai besok x abes n ilmu2 dari zaman tadika akn terkeluar sume.Whatever it is,die mmg tmpt terbaek ntuk aku release tension n menambah sifat2 ceria dlm waktu duka aku.
So korg yg bace nih, aku nak ckp yg aku xpernah regret amek Law n nak tau sbb ape, the number 1 reason is because of KORG.Korg ah matahari aku *gile x bole bla ayat.Smpai bile2 aku xkan lupe korg n jujur aku ckp, klau diberi peluang ntuk kite study kat Nilai ntuk LLB 4 tahun, aku x kisah n to tell u the truth aku x look forward nak g Gombak sbb aku akan rindu zaman 2 sem aku kat sane.Korg x pernah fail ntuk bwat aku happy n aku wish, satu je wish aku yg masing2 x akan berubah n aku harap that one fine day nnti, kite akan duduk same2, citer saat2 manis yg kite lalui same2, yg xde sape dpt ganti dgn ape skali pon.
Sekarang aku boleh senyum balek
Aniki!!!! *aka Muaz Shukor
Aku doakan kau dpt phone baru ke x tidak pon dapat jmpe balek wallet kau.Saba weyhhh n
baek2 laen kali.
P/S: Selepas kau rase terharu msg aku no. baru kau.Domo!!
Dilemma melanda diriku..
Of Friends and Favourite Songs
Konna Ni Chikaku De-Crystal Kay
Love is so sad
I realized it that night you were next to me
Cause better than anybody else,
I know you so well
Even your casual kindness
Makes my chest tighten
This, this close I'm watching you
Why, why are we only friends?
No matter how, no matter how strong my feelings are
They don't reach you. You don't understand
I'm so in love with you
"You're not feeling too good?"
you said, and in that moment
I yawned to hide my tears
"Lack of sleep, maybe?" was my excuse
The lies to my most important person
Keep piling up?c that's the current me
Every day, every day, my heart is in pain
Countless, Countless sleepness nights overcome
That first, that first day we met
It'd be so great if I could return to it
I'm so in love with you
If I confess that "I love you"
I probably won't be able to smile again
But to continue as friends, with fake smiles
I can't take take it any more
The truth is, the truth is I always loved you
Always, always, I kept loving you
To you, to you I want to send these feelings
I whisper them to the blue sky
I'm so in love with you
This, this close I'm watching you
Why, why are we only friends?
No matter how, no matter how strong my feelings are
They don't reach you. You don't understand
I'm so in love with you
Setelah sekian lama..
Remaja aka National Youth Orchestra aka YSO aka OSR dah menjadi cerite baru dlm diari hidup aku. Yes, this new chapter started when I auditioned for it in 2008 where that was the time where I had to struggled for both SPM n music n other things as well.Nevertheless, the experience was totally priceless.Being culture-shocked for a while in playing with a symphony orchestra after getting used with a wind orchestra can be quite interesting.Hearing the sound of another section which are the strings for the 1st time blending with other instruments was magnificient and an experience that I would forever treasure.Having foreign conductors can also be scary yet fun.One of my conductor is a japanese and another is a russian.At first, I must say that I was a bit worried that I could never get used to their ways but I found that I've learn a lot of things.
Again, nak guna bahasa melayu as bahasa melayu is bahasa ibunda wtf.So arini g IB n ayah kak Raje senyum kat aku *terharu.hahaha.naek2 atas aku sorg je yg baru smpai sbb smgt arinih.Tgh2 unpack brg Liu yi Retallick masuk n aku terkejot gile.haha.borak2 setelah sekian lame and debate sal sape lagi lame x dtg OSR n of course, die lah menang.Then Qaiyyum pon smpai n practice 3 lagu ntuk concert nnti
Beethoven Symphony No. 6, 4th and 5th mov.
Pomp and Circumstance by Sir Edward Elgar
Lagu P. Ramlee *Do Re Mi silap
So arinih cm biase Mayya bercerite *sumpah rindu dgr citer2 die.n then die citer sal Beethoven sket ngan lgu Symphony No.6.best gak dgr citer sejarah2 die n background lagu tuh.then Amus ajk Qaiyyum ngan aku g klcc tgk mpo tapi disbbkan dress code ktorg yg mmg best, jadi terpakse ah decline lalu g jgk klcc jmpe abg mus n abg iwan.naek taxi dari IB g KLCC n cerite sal tambang mmg x leh bla.pak cik cab tuh sbot 58 n for sure aku pikir rm5.80.Qaiyyum lak panic sbb igt rm58.00.so jmpe lah abg mus ngan abg iwan.borak2 n mkn2 jap pastuh citer ah sal Qaiyyum maybe maen ngan MPYO.Tabik bdk kecik tuh n smgt nak join MPYO skali lagi berkobar2 smbil ingin menyanyikan lagu Angela Aki, Tegami wtf. Last2 balek umah dlm keadaan keletihan smbil smgt nak join n practice lebeyh kuat sedang menyala habis-habisan.
Kegilaan di Mid, UKM n Alamanda
- 1st: Teman kan Jaja beli selipar baru kat Banana Peel di mane aku ngan Qaiyyum mendesak die amek je mane2 disebabkan dah berpusing satu Mid
- 2nd: Pegi mkn kat food court disbbkan kesempitan wang melampau
- 3rd: Carik Adam kat tmpt die interview keje
- 4th: Maen bowling di mane pelbagai teknik2 merepek lagi hebat telah di pamerkan oleh setiap individu
- 5th: Singgah g arcade.Maen streetbasketball, racing kerete ngan sight-read drum ape ntah yg telah menyebabkan smorg sakit tgn
- 6th: Sekali lagi Jaja beli bag kat Roxy dan kami2 yg laen berguling2 menunggu die pilih dlm kedai tuh
So, abes lah activity2 di Mid n tros gerak g UKM.Plan asalnye *seperti biase plan ditukar2 last minute, nak g MFI amek Roy kat Bangi naek kerete Qaiyyum pegi Alam Shah tapi disbbkan menunggu x klua2, jadi dpt lah kitorg menikmati mkn di gerai tepi jln.Owh, sblum tuh Jaja telah di kacau oleh pak cik taxi yg mmg seronok malah menghiburkan.haha.So,tros lah gerak g SSP sbb Jaja nak jmpe junior2 kesygn.smpai2 bdk2 sume masok DM dah so Jaja smpat kacau dorg tgh mandi.Abes2 tuh gerak g Alamanda.smpai solat Asar ngan Maghrib but before that g makan bwat kali ke-3.abes2 Qaiyyum ajk g karok sperti yg die sbot ataupon Karaoke tapi x jadi sbb nak g SSP.Sebelum meninggalkan Alamanda tuh lagi skali g arcade *atas kehendak Adam yg naek maen menari2 tuh.lpas tuh baru ah tau yg bdk nih mmg GEMPAK gile maen bende tuh.hahaha
Abes kat Alamanda gerak g SSP.smpai2 smorg bwat cm umah sndiri walaupon ade hal sket ngan cikgu sane.lpak2 lpas tuh bdk2 tuh kacau abg Raje ckp dorg kat SSAS lpas tuh timbul lah kelam kabut sket.smpai2 abg Raje nmpk dorg kat SSP abg Raje mencarut n tuh lah 1st time aku dgr.hahahaha.dlm pkol 10pm cmtuh kitorg grak balek.Qaiyyum hanta smpai ERL n die pon off g Bangi ngan speck die yg lens sebelah tuh je.So, aku, Jaja ngan Adam tggu train nak dkt setengah jam sambil meluahkan perasaan.dlm train pon same jgk sambil masing2 sedeyh plus leteyh sbb ade yg kene keje esok.haha.so smpai KL Sentral pkol 11pm, ckp kate2 yg terakhir kat Jaja sblm die balek Miri sok.wargghhhhh.n aku pon off naek LRT g Taman Melati n smpai lah rumah
Tapi papehal mmg best gilak smlm n kpd SITI HAJAR ABDULLAH, baek2 balek MIRI n blaja rajen2, aku tggu kau bulan April nih lak n harap2 dpt ah g concert skool kau =)
P/S: Masih mengharapkan gmba2 dari JAJA DOLLAH yg gune camera MAHAL die.haha